I've missed my girls,

)':

Thank God for tonight.

Last burst of fuel til the Finals,

I can do this!!!

I'm counting up to Christmas.

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

Sleepy weepy, need a break.

Happy birthday Lynnieeee!

<3

Tell me again,

what am I doing in school at 8.19am on a Saturday morning?

When faced between choosing to watch a movie, celebrate a friend's birthday or tend to your unending pile of work,

what do you chose?

Mommy got me a whole box of Bean Curd Tart from LE cafe just because I told her I was craving for some.

Whoohoo, envy me.

(:

And she delivered me lunch too.

Things that keep me going on in my pathetic life now.

(Y)

Ohyes! God's People dinner at Grace's yesterday night.

She's such a genius,

she makes the nicest home made chicken rice ever,

and matcha red bean roll.

Love the small group.

<3

Hahaha timetable for sem two is out already.

Even though it seems slightly more decent this time,

Penny and Lydia aren't in my class anymore.

):

Heartbreak.

Other than that,

I've got a four day work week again!

(:

Happy is me.

I'm starting to loose count of the number of times I've broke down since entering school.

That's sucks.

And I'm sorry that my Contract group has to see me at my worst all the time.

We sang this at YM yesterday,

let it be my strength for the week.
In Christ alone,
I place my trust and find my glory in the power of the cross.
In every victory,
let it be said of me,
my source of strength,
my source of hope,
is Christ alone.

It's been a long time since I got those legs running.

Not that LFG was a let down,

but it wasn't as fun as I expected it to be.

Nevertheless, it was a good work out.

Apart from that,

I drove the car out last night with Zijie and Chermaine,

and I had lunch at The Straits Cafe, Hotel Rendezvous for Leaders' appreciation lunch today,

so all in all,

good weekend.

(:

Having done up my calendar,

I just realised it's exactly a month more to Finals.

Like how fast is that.

/:

Question is,

how much have I exactly learnt / know?

I'm so not ready for Finals.

Above all,
no matter how tough the going might get,

enjoy the process,

it's always different,

it only comes once.

That is life,
fortunately and most unfortunately.

I'm so excited for Law Frat Games on Sunday,

but my team like short only.

BUT I remember my coach always said,

height is an untrained skill.

I've missed playing Captains' ball and Netball so much.

):

Yay yay, Sunday please come quick!!

When I say Hello, mom says Singtel.

Question mark question mark?

Bring back the Triple T KA in me.

God is good because I've a throat infection only after all my presentations.

(:

I'm giving myself an early night tonight even though I haven't completed my readings,

I think that's what I need most.

Crim and LS presentations are over,

slowly but surely,

I feel the weight being lifted.

Now to conquer the Contract monster,

I can do this.

Why is it so hard to be better than who I am,

the best I can be?

I really want to be better.

Monday I was feeling really lousy and depressed,

but feeling lousy is good,

because on Tuesday I felt so much better,

happier, motivated.

The week is almost over,

and once again,

I'm sustained through grace.

(:

What Faith Can Do.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes
And make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache
You think it's more than you can take
But you're stronger
Stronger than you know

Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason
For someone not to try

Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright

Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

That's what Faith can do, Aileen.

Right now I feel as though there's this really huge mountain in front of me,

and I don't know how to get over it,

but I'm not giving up just yet.

This is how great life is to me,

just as I decided to bake,

the fridge ran out of eggs.

):

As a child, going to Disneyland could be the best day and surprise ever.

What could it be now?

I think it's quite amusing that I've been so busy that I didn't even realise that time is passing by so fast.

Now that is truly being busy.

It's mid October already!

The later half of last week was so bad that I had less than ten hours of sleep within three nights.

):

On a brighter note, Contract mid term and Crim written assignment are history.

Whoohoo.

Also, the weekend has been good.

Met up with the JJ class girls on Friday,

it's been eternity since I spent quality time with them.

Dinner with Chermaine and Nathanael tonight.

I miss my friends (Fairfield, JJ and everyone outside SMU) so much but I just don't have the time to meet up with anyone.

):

Anyway, if you're my friend and I haven't met up with you in the longest time, I hope you're doing good!

Okay time to brace myself for three presentations this week.

To sleep or to study?

):

Cannot will myself to get out of bed on a rainy day,

):

I was supposed to wake up at 9.20am but I got up at 11.20am instead!

Queenstown library is strangely empty today.

Okay study study study!!

Contract Mid-Terms on Thursday,

zzz.

This is the part where I prepare myself for hell weeks to come,

think unending presentations, tests and readings.

/:

I'm not a very optimistic person, am I?

I really don't remember myself being like this in the past.

):

Where have I gone.

The most unproductive day of studying ever,

this cannot go on.

):

HOW.

Barcook bakery has the best raisin cream bun,

yumyum.

Lunch with Corinne at Raffles Place today!

It's been quite some time since I last came here,

also she treated me to Red Mango yogurt.

(:

Reading week is almost over,

trying to stay positive.

Even though my efficiency and productivity level is like zzz.

Life goes on, RIGHT?

I had ten hours of sleep last night,

I must have been so tired.

Sleep is bliss.

Dinner with Zara and Zijie at Two Chefs later,

finally some form of mid week remedy.

(:

I think I need to acquire the skill of reading faster,

how do some people do it?

My backlog of cases piling up to be read is not funny.

I just realised I've to be in school at 9am everyday this week,

tell me again is this recess week?

I don't even remember going to school that early on normal days.

Feels happy because I just sewed myself a laptop bag!

(:

At the expense of one hour,

sian.

First test in university,

felt worst than taking an 'A level examination paper.

):

Went for TSS today,

followed by dinner at some Japanese restaurant serving Yakitori with the brother.

Cuppage Plaza serves really good Japanese food so you should try that place one day if you're craving for Japanese food.

Need to make the best out of my reading week this week.

Oh, the bothers.